Relationship Rant
This'll be my last and only post concerning this, and relationships in general.
I guess I should have seen it coming. I suspected it for a while, but knowingly hid it from myself. Two years we've been off and on, one of those years being completely together. Obviously she's special to me. I can't blame her for feeling the way she does; we've had our problems, and I can understand why she wants to move on.
The thing is, and it's what bothers me the most: this has always happened to me concerning relationships. I'm always the second best; next to the douche, the best friend; I've even been bested by drugs and partying. Hell.
I guess the only question to ask now is, "What would John Cusack do?"
I guess I should have seen it coming. I suspected it for a while, but knowingly hid it from myself. Two years we've been off and on, one of those years being completely together. Obviously she's special to me. I can't blame her for feeling the way she does; we've had our problems, and I can understand why she wants to move on.
The thing is, and it's what bothers me the most: this has always happened to me concerning relationships. I'm always the second best; next to the douche, the best friend; I've even been bested by drugs and partying. Hell.
I guess the only question to ask now is, "What would John Cusack do?"
